Healing Sexual Abuse.

Transforming blame into empowerment

Transforming blame into empowerment

The statistics on sexual violence show it to be an enormous issue, harshly effecting the lives of countless women and children both male and female.  As I explore the akashic records of clients I see ample evidence of childhood psychic wounds, all of us require re-parenting in some way but to me the damage done by sexual violence is the most insidious.

It is time for a new approach to this debilitating psychic wounding, I have seen many women go through years of conventional therapy, it serves to make them functional yet not healed.    They may get their lives back on track yet they are unable to function in primary relationships, always the self sabotage of choosing the ‘bad’ guy as if changing ‘them’ will somehow change the past.

Often these horrific childhood memories are compartmentalized, hidden from our everyday consciousness, only to emerge when provoked by emotional trauma much later in life.  I have witnessed more than one very successful women be completely debilitated when childhood trauma floods back into full memory.  Often provoked by an unhappy primary relationship or bad break up, once the memories of sexual abuse return they devastate the psyche.   Shattered by memories they can’t understand, haunted by deep feelings of guilt and sexual ambivalence, these men and women’s lives slowly depreciate.

The most challenging aspectof how to regain our power of and over these memories is how to take ownership, becoming a victim and assigning blame simply makes the whole experience totally dis-empowering.  We are programmed to assign blame and to see children as innocents yet the question remains why did we agree to be a part of the experience?  I have observed that all experience that manifests in our lives is a matter of choice.  This sounds like re-victimizing the victim, persecuting the innocent, they were children how could you accuse them of making such a choice.  Hear me out, for if we are able to process past blame we find the opportunity to be empowered.

To find this empowerment it is necessary to subscribe to the understanding that we are spirits experiencing physicality,  that we have lived in many lifetimes that are connected and inform each other.  That we are here on the plane of demonstration to own all emotional experience to wisdom, indeed, to reach the neutral state of non-judgment free of the swing of polarity.  What an extraordinary challenge then to create through sexual abuse for both the perpetrator and the ‘victim’.  In my journey of perusing the akashic records I have witnessed how we have been both the rapist and the raped.  The apparent rise in sexual violence has a direct correlation to the events during and after WWII, think about how many women were raped and abused during the war.  Could it be that in our attempts to vanquish the polaric swing of judgment, to bring the karma of these events to a close, to wisdom, that we have chosen to reenact the trauma?   Could re-membering our agreements on the plane of bliss shed a new light on the experience, explain the reason for its creation?


Perception and DNA

Understanding wave particle duality and the reality of how our individual perceptions influence our DNA.

man- helix

Not everyone is keen to read and understand quantum physics though it is being touted as the science of ‘God’.  David Bohm was the first to postulate the existence of multiple dimensions and unseen realms in his book ‘Wholeness and the Implicate Order‘1980.  Today this concept is widely accepted and being tested in the large Hadron collider.

You don’t have to read quantum physics to understand the concept of wave particle duality.  The truth is we blink in and out of physical existence 14 times a second, when we are physical we are particle, when we are a wave we are receiving information from the entire dimensional reality, both visible and invisible.  Our eyes only see interfering lines of light that our brains interpret into images, read Michael Talbot’s ‘The Holographic Universe’, to explore this notion further.  The point is we are not just a physical body, we are multidimensional beings receiving information from both our physical senses and the invisible realms of light frequency.   Why is this important, because this understanding allows us to explore deeper into the nature of existence and to take far greater responsibility for the life we have created.

Speaking of responsibility what if you could only come into a womb that was vibrating at the same frequency as you are? Ok that’s a pretty stretchy thought but think about it, your mother is already veiled in an earthly existence, you are the orb on the plane of bliss planning your next adventure on the earth plane, who has the greater awareness?  Now lets go one step further, lets postulate that not only are you and your prospective parents  matching in vibrational harmonic but that the family you are coming into has some of the same emotional issues that you have identified as looking to master.  As your wave energy descends into the fertilized egg it will be your life force that directs the nature of cell division and specialization.  Your ‘book of the soul’ directs the selection of DNA dictating every particle, every molecule of emotion, indeed this directing will create your individual nature and pre-birth propensities.  This concept may fly in the face of conventional thought, and it does limit our ability to see ourselves as victims, but to bring this understanding into our evolving awareness is increadably empowering.

Now that we have accepted our role in creating who we are, lets take a look at the effects on DNA of the way we think.   A great video on the topic is Bruce Lipton’s ‘Biology of Perception’, which explains how thought creates which DNA  is selected and or activated.  Though we have adopted a paradigm of victimization to our genetics, this new scientific understanding shows us that though all these propensities may exist in our DNA,  it is our thought that is responsible for their selection.  Thought is the ‘ cook’ that decides which ‘recipe’ will be selected, the nucleus is but a ‘recipe book” from which the desired ‘dish’ (protien chain) will be replicated by our RNA.  The message to turn genes on or off comes from us, from our perceptions, the way we think.

The relevance of this discovery is again about responsibility and empowerment, understanding that the power to change our minds is the power to heal our lives.  Eg:  The parents of the family are long suffering victims of WWII steeped in guilt and familial obligation, one child in this family is a rebel, leaves home and goes on with life as a free spirit, one child feels heavily the familial obligation succumbs to guilt, leaves her marriage to move home with her child…this daughter develops the disease MS, the rebel child not.  The genes are present for the disease yet it is the perception of limited familial emotion that turns on this inherent propensity.   Could it be that we are drawn into families where the family genetic actually matches the emotional propensities we are here to overcome, are our families emotional problems really a match to what we came here to experience to wisdom?  I have observed in session work and in life that we will not change till the pain gets too great, do we intentionally place ourselves in familial situations that we hope will force us to change?  If we are unable to make the change, to bring the emotion to wisdom, are there triggers that will cause illness to make the pain greater?  I have observed that when attitudes ‘tighten down’ and we resist our own highest good, the higher self will trigger the DNA to create ever greater adversity, forcing us to reach for the light of understanding.

Indeed truth is often stranger than fiction but with the ability to accept responsibility for our ‘whole’ lives we are empowered with the ability to wilfully change.  We must peak behind the curtain, understand our choices over the ages embrace a truly holistic view of ‘Beingness’.  It is with this in mind that I offer to you Soul Wisdom’s Auric Clearing and Karmic Sessions and Timeline Rebalancing work, these modalities work with all that you are both visible and invisible.  By delving into that which is recorded in the light together we are able to shake loose attitudes that hold you back, vanquish self sabotage and even reverse illness. Contact me if you would like to book a session or simply learn more.
In Love, Light & Laughter Cindy Lou Cetah

Spirtitual Perception

budha head Perception dictates our health and how we create our lives, our attitude dictates the quality of our experience.  Are we  here to follow familial patterns, victims of our DNA , wearing the skin of our unfinished business?  The spiritual journey is the rediscovery of our authentic selves, recognizing how our families point the way to the things we need to conquer in ourselves.

The key perception needed to unravel the journey of the self is the willingness to take responsibility for all choices.   Awakening to self empowerment, drawing your energy back, giving up blame and victimization.  To perceive ourselves as the masters of our reality, to begin to understand that there is a deeper meaning and purpose for everything that manifests in our lives.  Indeed that the way we think actually creates the circumstances of our lives.  Bruce Lipton’s video ‘The Biology of Belief’ is a great scientific introduction to this concept.

As a ‘Soul Wisdom” practitioner I have been privy to the amazing connectivity of lifetimes and how the energetic impetus of our souls journey dictates our now moments.  We in christian cultures have been programmed to a ‘one’  lifetime paradigm, however as we advance in the realms of quantum physics scientists are now postulating parallel realities and the simultaneity of time.  Indeed it has been theorized that the interference lines of past and future selves is what actually enables our  ‘now’.  My focus as a psychic has been perusing the akashic records of clients unravelling patterns and propensities built up over lifetimes.   I have had the honour of witnessing how our oaths, vows and promises ( self as law giver ) energetically sets in motion the circumstances of lives.

Though we may feel we have our issues licked it is often our subconscious programs that dictates our behaviour.  Do you sometimes notice that your behaviour doesn’t match your adult state, do you feel you are re-acting rather than acting?  When initiating an Auric Clearing the first protocol is the removal of ‘occupants’,  these are impassioned emotional states experienced as children that become compartmentalized in our  neuro pathways.  Think back to the first great injustice you experienced at the hands of your parents … you run to your room screaming “I hate you, I hate you, I wish you were dead”.  In our childlike/Godlike innocence we open the door to autonomous thought forms, in rush the voices of dissension filling our heads with angry victim thoughts.   Fast forward to your adult self when something angers you, suddenly you are in a far greater rage then the situation calls for, this minor injustice sets off a maelstrom in your head,
the door to the compartment is flung open and you are no longer in control.   You could apply this example to a plethora of emotional states, hurt, jealousy,insecurity etc. etc. the similarity is the voices raging in your head and your out of control reaction.

Are we ‘stuck’ with these reactions or do we have the power to change?   Are we able to go within and re-parent our inner child, can we raise up our subconscious compartmentalized self to the light of understanding and reclaim ourselves?   The answer is ‘Yes’ we do have this power but we must wilfully unearth these hidden parts of ourselves, expose and address these emotional wounds to recover ourselves as whole authentic adult beings.  Does it takes years of therapy?  It can, but it certainly doesn’t have to.  Conventional models of therapy engage only the conscious mind perhaps occasionally delving into subconscious indicators, I have found this type of work to be slow, expensive and often ineffective.

Lets face it, if we knew what was wrong, we would fix it.   How easy it is to see what isn’t working for the people we love around us, yet somehow we just can’t make them see it.  Our biggest blind spot is ourselves.  To vanquish the wounds we have so effectively hidden from ourselves we must engage the part of our mind that takes us deeper.  The reptilian brain or lower cerebellum, is the mind that has access to our true authentic selves, that which we are, were and will forever be.  To access this mind is to access the keys to the kingdom, through this mind we unlock our potential and gain access to our true essence.   Could it be that the simultaneity of time is real, that our past and future selves are perpetually vying for our attention?  Can information garnered from this deeper mind actually help us make decisions in the here and now?  Through my experience as both a rebirther and ‘Soul Wisdom” practitioner I can answer unequivocally ‘Yes”.

If we accept the multi-lifetime, parallel reality model then access to our multiple lifetimes become possible.  Like a CD burned at the moment of the big bang all possibilities exist in the light. All that we will ever experience in physical reality was recorded in that moment.  Yet just like a CD we can only play one song at a time.  Right now you are playing the song (lifetime) that is you yet for the energetic, spiritual being that you are there were most certainly songs before and songs after.  Those songs ( lifetimes) influence the way you are currently playing and will influence your ‘sound’ in the future.  Linear time exists that we may tune ourselves to our true frequency.

Aliens and Humanity

Alien influence

Expanding our circle

The circle of life, like our transit around the galaxy is far vaster then the mind set of our current paradigm, to be included in this cosmic reality we must awaken to its expansive truths.

In the name of Mother Father/ God Goddess All that Is!   In the name of Christ White Light.

Archangel Gabriel

Please speak to me of alien presence and their relationship to humanity at this time.

Beloved daughter of the light, Goddess to the unknown God, greetings.  Of the ‘alien’ presence know beloved that all are co-related in this galactic system and indeed are there roots aplenty relating you to other star systems.  Long ago your earth was a great visiting place for many from among the stars, as are you children of star dust.  All exists in a circular continuum without end.

Long have you of earth been seeding the stars, for you as beings hold a magical power to create.  Long is the creation story of your beloved earth plane, though far flung, she be central to the evolution of creation.  For on the earth we see a rare and lovely  synergy between the very evolved and the very raw.  This rawness has manifest for eons as a waring behavior, competition set up so very long ago has goaded the heart to envy, greed and dispassion.  The ‘alien’ races know the truth of your potential.  In this time of quickening, as time lines close in upon themselves, this emerald jewel be rife with potential.  All are waiting with baited breath to see how humanity is swayed by the new frequencies now reaching earth.

Will they make their presence known?  There is indeed a time close at hand when once again your space brethren will be welcome upon the earth.  You are a young race, gifted with the DNA and memories of much older voyagers.  When it is time for the current regime to stand down, a time fast upon you, then will you once again join the cosmic order with minds that open up to far greater knowings.  The soul is in full memory of the cycles of your planet yet it may only stir when the exact right frequency is met.  Many times in your revolution around the galactic center have these memories been won and lost.  It is only when you become fully awakened and released from polarized swing that other races of beings may reveal themselves.

There are beings on your planet who have purposefully incarnated upon your earth at this time.  Many are channeling, listening and indeed seeing and communicating with off worlders, for as your current paradigm unwinds there must come a new dawning of self responsibility from earths inhabitants.  The balance of ‘beingness’ upon your plane is tenuous and influence from beyond would not be of service to humanities evolution at this time.  All clues allowable are given and you are cheered forth on all sides.  Each race of ‘aliens’ has in their time achieved the awakened state in which they now reside.

As earths populations to a larger cosmic truth the doors to contact will be opened.  Tis but a matter of time, nay frequency beloved.  In this alinement learn from nature, for she is herself awakening to a grander cycle.  In all things be noble, thought, word, deed, aline yourself with cosmic truth, for this has and shall forever always be a guiding compass.

Know beloved that you do not travel the void alone.  Know too that as varied as is life on earth so too is the cosmic unfoldment varied and pregnant with potential.

All is well beloved.  Unfoldment Is.

We Love thee and honor thee



Stay the Course

Though I first started angel listening in 1986 I was given the opportunity to attend the course in 1996 with some very powerful and connected women.  The result of that course was an ever deepening bond with the angelic realm, clearer listenings and four fabulous Goddesses who came into my life as mentors and co-creators in service.  With that said I share with you my first listening from that course because you can commune with angels too…we all have them!

Teaching Truth
Empowering Change

In the name of Mother/Father, God/Goddess All that IS!  In the name of Christ White Light.

Archangel Gabriel

Please tell me more about you. How may I work more closely with you? Please insights on purification. Please insights for the group.

I am the angel sent to humanity for clarity, I come to bring the mind peace, I speak to all who call upon me, I clarify your truth.  I wonder through the open spaces in your thoughts sprinkling your mind with golden light.  My peace surpatheth understanding.  I fill your being with serenity and calm, I am the light of the heart that calls out to the love of your brother.  I am tenderness that makes you weep, I kindle and feed your desire to know.

Walk in the peace of your own divinity, take time each day to be with me.  Continue to open the door to our realm.   Dance, laugh, sing be joyous.  Speak your truth, I will assist your words.  Live your love for in so doing my love spills into you.  Be at peace in your heart as you are at peace with others.  Speak kindly to all that you are, embrace the learning, take time,  worry not Allow allow allow seek harmony your souls food, invoke spirit, be joyous.

Help others Continue continue continue for you speak often from the light and we value you greatly.  Share kindness and encouragement with self as well as others.  Know the peace that has become so soundly your foundation.  Fan the flame, be the peacemaker, know justice. Trust God, Be!

You worry so about your approach, it is enough now and always that you are so willing to give to the will of God.  Be the branch bending in the wind, follow your will gently for the branch is not a stick.  Your desire for food will err continue to change as do you.  See you not the gifts of manna presented at your doorstep, trust your knowingness, listen to the inner guidance.  Revitalize your resolve, be prepared, follow through, be kind.  Continue to listen to the messages, feel the rightness in your every decision to honour your temple.  Pray more, feel more, give more, allow plenty for you have much to give.  Let it flow, open your heart, release the last vestiges of malice and more than has yet will turn to change.

Oh blessed merriment such a gathering our hearts sing with joy to feel you together daughters of the light.  Know your wondrous beauty, see in each other the gift and the promise of God made manifest.  Honour each others light, trust each other for guidance.  Dance and sing together and make light for darkness dare not gather in your presence.

In peace, light and dignity


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