back story

The back story on the Listening about balancing male/female energies.

This listening was inspired by a break up experience I had in 2008 and the visitation of a dear friend. Helen was visiting from Kelowna, BC and the story she told was eerily similar to my own.  We had both recently been in relationship and we had both left for similar reasons.

Heart healing journey.

Both Helen and I had met men who venerated our Goddess and revelled in our spirituality but as the relationship deepened we found ourselves being driven to the point of exhaustion.  The demands of our men were ever escalating, seems with us as the wind beneath their wings their desire to accomplish was ever expanding. The longer we were with them the grander their plans and Helen and I were being run ragged in the role of assistant to our boyfriends creation.

With little time to do our own work and our dreams pushed aside we both felt we had no choice but to exit.  Together we were trying to understand what had happened.  How had we gotten so lost, we didn’t feel honoured for the work that we do nor did we feel respected as individuals.  We realized we’d been put on pedestals and the ” I do it all for you honey”  was a demanding responsibility.  Why were these men so mindful and mindless about us at the same time?

Perplexed we decided to ask the angels and were thrilled with the depth of understanding it brought to us.  In contemplating the whole ‘fall of women’ and the rise of the patriarchal paradigm it occurred to me that by subjugating women, men had lost touch with their own intuitive inner compass.  Having lost their relationship with the inner female it falls to us, their girlfriends, to do the dreaming for them.  Unable to dream both their dream and our own Helen and I realized we had not been unwilling to forfeit our own realities to support theirs.

We both remain open to being in relationship with the intention that we meet men capable of dreaming their own realities into being.  My job is to see men as able, to nurture spiritual connection and to continue to honour my own inner male by bringing my own dreams to life.  I inspire men to look inward and learn from them how to express outward.  Is balance possible?  I believe it is if both beings are prepared to nurture their own dreams.  So dance in the darkness of your inner most feelings knowing the divine spark within you will bring your dreams to light.


Guardian Angels

So what is a ‘Guardian Angel’…who are these unseen beings who watch our back?

(definition in Wikipedia)

To be the observer/observed

We are always watched over by Love!

A guardian angel is an angle assigned to protect and guide a particular person or group. Belief in guardian angels can be traced throughout all antiquity. The concept of tutelary angels and their hierarchy was extensively developed in Christianity in the 5th century by Pseudo-Dionesious the Areopagite.

The theology of angels and tutelary spirits has undergone many refinements since the 400s. Belief in both the East and the West is that guardian angels serve to protect whichever person God assigns them to, and present prayer to God on that person’s behalf.


(Cetah’s Understanding)

Angels are beings that inhabit the Light realm, formed of visible light quanta they have never inhabited molecular form. They have fallen low enough in frequency to have been polarized into opposites Male / Female, just as we have opposite halves from our fall into form.   Angels do not experience the swing of emotion and do not share our carnal nature, though they have fallen through the veil they are not as immersed in density and retain a far greater understanding of the true nature of existence.

Guardian Angels as I have experienced them seem to oversee a vast group of human beings, I am not clear as to the nature of the relationships among these humans but I am sure there is a reason behind each guardians group. They are like our own personal cheer leaders, lending us support and focusing their energies upon us when we are ill or troubled. They know our aspirations for change and the agreements we made on ‘the plane of Bliss’ and they seek to quietly guide us in the direction we choose before entering the body.

( Christian definition)

That every individual soul has a guardian angel has never been defined by the Church, and is, consequently, not an article of faith; but it is the “mind of the Church”, as St. Jerome expressed it: “how great the dignity of the soul, since each one has from his birth an angel commissioned to guard it.” (Comm. in Matt., xviii, lib. II).

This belief in guardian angels can be traced throughout all antiquity; pagans, like Menander and Plutarch , and Neo-Platonists, like Plotinus, held it. It was also the belief of the Babylonians and Assyrians, as their monuments testify, for a figure of a guardian angel now in the British Museum once decorated an Assyrian palace, and might well serve for a modern representation; while Nabopolassar, father of Nebuchadnezzar the Great, says: “He (Marduk) sent a tutelary deity (cherub) of grace to go at my side; in everything that I did, he made my work to succeed.”

In the Bible this doctrine is clearly discernible and its development is well marked. In Genesis 28/29, angels not only act as the executors of God’s wrath against the cities of the planes, but they deliver Lot from danger; in Exodus 12/13, an angel is the appointed leader of the host of Israel, and in32:34, God says to Moses: “my angel shall go before thee.” At a much later period we have the story of Tobias, which might serve for a commentary on the words of Psalm 90:11: “For he hath given his angels charge over thee; to keep thee in all thy ways.”  Lastly, in Daniel 10 angels are entrusted with the care of particular districts; one is called “prince of the kingdom of the Persians”, and Michael is termed “one of the chief princes”; cf. Deuteronomy 32:8.

This sums up the Old Testament doctrine on the point; it is clear that the Old Testament conceived of God’s angels as His ministers who carried out his behests, and who were at times given special commissions, regarding men and mundane affairs. There is no special teaching; the doctrine is rather taken for granted than expressly laid down.

But in the New Testament the doctrine is stated with greater precision. Angels are everywhere the intermediaries between God and man; and Christ set a seal upon the Old Testament teaching: “See that you despise not one of these little ones: for I say to you, that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father who is in heaven.”. A twofold aspect of the doctrine is here put before us: even little children have guardian angels, and these same angels lose not the vision of God by the fact that they have a mission to fulfil on earth.

Without dwelling on the various passages in the New Testament where the doctrine of guardian angels is suggested, it may suffice to mention the angel who succoured Christ in the garden, and the angel who delivered St. Peter from prison. puts the doctrine in its clearest light: “Are they not all ministering spirits, sent to minister for them, who shall receive the inheritance of salvation?” This is the function of the guardian angels; they are to lead us, if we wish it, to the Kingdom of Heaven.

( Cetah’s Understanding of Heaven )

If we think of existence as inhabiting a light spectrum ‘Heaven’ lie’s in the frequency of visible light,  the speed of thought, the invisible/ visible world of quantum light intelligence.  In the physical body we inhabit the Hertzian vibration, light energy polarized into visible form. Between the two lies the Infra Red spectrum, this is the frequency we inhabit when we dream, are psychic or experience Deja Vu ( I’ve been here before).  These bands describes time flow, each being a progressively faster time.

When we die ( exit the diving suit ) we transit to Infra Red, here we can watch over our loved ones, attend our funeral and generally stay in touch with our recently departed life. The amount of time spent in transit varies greatly with each individual soul, their journey and their attachment to people in the Hertzian time flow.  We are all inevitably drawn into the tunnel of light which takes us to ‘Heaven’, the Visible Light realm.

Time tiles in the tunnel of light.

In the Visible Light realm we are restored to spirit and a far vaster understanding of existence, here we under go a light review of our time on earth and evaluate our accomplishments as to what we brought to wisdom in the time we were ‘alive’.  This review serves to inform our planning on the Plane of Bliss where we can access our Akashic records and commiserate with other souls on how to achieve greater evolution in our next incarnation.   Thank you for your interest, please comment and add your thoughts.


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